Saving Edward

One thing that happens with any type of metalpoint drawing is that the drawing fades.  For example, I gave my sister a drawing of a pear done in gold. It has faded out to be almost invisible.  That is because the metal interacts with the atmosphere, giving off particles.  Some metals fade faster than others, some, like aluminum, hardly fade.  I thought this was mainly apparent with gold, and I don't work in gold often.  However, when unpacking and checking some of my artwork, I found that some of my copperpoint drawings are fading.

Originally, metal was used for drawing before a painting was completed, being the original under-drawing of an oil or egg tempera painting. Some artists, but not many, work strictly in metal as a finished piece, and that was my position when I did many of my metal drawings.  But I don't want to lose Edward.  Edward is a character I have drawn a couple of times, and now he is fading.  I am going to paint him in oil over the copperpoint, and will do the same for some of my palest drawings.  Edward, fading, is on marbledust and rabbitskin glue on wood, and the surface the drawing is on can affect the fading effect.  "Chinese white" or Winsor and Newton Designer's Gouache in Zinc White give a surface that has slightly less fading.  Below is Edward, copperpoint:

and below are some other examples of copperpoint and fading:

Wait til you see these in color!

Update: I do love drawings in copperpoint, but I did have to save these from fading.  Below are "Edward" and "Best Face Forward" in their initial oil color layers:

I will be adding a few more layers of color before these are finished.

Update: July 31, 2017  Finished with "Edward" and "Best Face Forward" - copperpoint under oil under crayon, on wood. (c) laeom

For the first time, I am trying a replacement ant gel for my Uncle Milton's Gel Ant Farms.  I purchased the gel from Antgel and it was very easy to make.  The ants arrived today, and have been placed into the farms.  This will be an interesting experiment as to whether the replacement gel is as good for the ants as the original gel in Uncle Milton's farms. I have made a short video from today:  

New Ants Arrive- and Go Into Replacement Gel Farms

In a new video, I talk about using crayons and the coloring of an American Flag image, bith for stress reduction and for taking back your own sense of America.  

Coloring For Stress Reduction

And of course, crayons are wonderful for fine art as well:

"Pear No. 31" Simply Art Beeswax Crayons on paper (c) laeom

Recently I have been working with Spirograph. Yes, the spirograph from the 60s, and something I had as a kid.  I have a few videos on YouTube about Spirograph and PTSD, and today I added a video about using a spirograph design to make your own quilt motifs.  All the videos can be seen at this Playlist.

What I wasn't sure of when I first made the video was how well the transfer pencil would wash out. Below are photos of the test sample I did:

This first photo is the design transferred to fabric. In this case I used muslin.

 Below is the design, hand-quilted with black and purple threads, with much of the pink transfer showing.

After quilting, I washed the sample in very warm soapy water.

As you can see, all of the pink transfer washed out.

Below is the sample design after pressing. This is done as a "rag quilt" block, but it could be used in most quilting applications, anywhere that a design can be ironed on.

 UPDATE: I am only getting one use out of each design drawn with the Aunt Martha's pencil, meaning it has to be gone over with the pencil before transferring again.  I am looking at other transfer pencils for multiple use of one design. Below are some photos showing how I also used this same design to transfer onto cross stitch fabric.  I did re-trace the design with the transfer pencil in-between each transfer.  One sample cloth has been tea dyed.

If you want to knit yourself some simple socks, this vintage pattern from Columbia-Minerva is an easy one to start with.  I also have several patterns in my Etsy Shop, but the pattern below is very simple.

I took photos of the book:

I use these as bed socks because they do not have a heel and the toes are simply gathered and sewn.  They do also make a good thick boot sock.

Sinningia pusilla - a very pretty micro-miniature gesneriad that is very easy to grow.  This plant is related to African violets, Chiritas, Epicias, Streptocarpus, etc. I grow the plants in a "dry" fish tank to keep the humidity levels up, especially in winter with dry heat.  Seeds are for sale in my Etsy Shop. Below are some photos, and the general directions for starting them are at the page Gesneriads. There are also a few videos about these plants on my YouTube Playlist: Horticulture

Today is January 28, 2017, and even though it is January, I had ordered a 3 foot White pine (Pinus strobus) seedling.  It just arrived and below are the photos of how it was shipped and how I am potting it up.  My older White pine, a 15 year old tree I had also grown from a seedling, is planted in the ground, and many times that is where I would put any size seedling, and generally in May, not January.

But I had grown my 15 year old tree in pots until it was 13 years old.  After making sure it was firmly established in a good pot, it stayed outdoors at all times except one or two storms with extreme wind.  I plan on doing the same with this new tree, and 50 smaller seedlings that will be arriving in the next few days.

In the first two photos below, you can see how a larger seedling is shipped from the grower.  The roots are damp and wrapped in plastic, the top of the tree is bent over to shorten the length, the tree is wrapped in plastic and then newspaper, and then put in a plastic bag.  That's it, and thankfully I have had warmer weather than normally, so the tree has not been exposed to freezing while making it from Georgia to Cape Cod.

In the photo below, if you look closely at the group of needles, you can see white aphids. Not too many of them, but I will have to either remove them by hand, or otherwise get them off of the tree.

The pot I am planting this is is a one-gallon container, about 12 inches tall and 10 inches wide at the top.  I will fill it with some sandy soil about 4 inches from the bottom before placing the roots in and spreading them across the soil.

After getting the tree set in straight, and the roots placed with plenty of room, I fill the rest of the container with sandy soil and place small rocks on the top of the soil to prevent soil loss during rain.

The seedling then gets a brief shower in the tub (will help to remove aphids), and then the pot is placed up to its rim in tepid water until all soil is moistened.  Then, I will make sure it drains well before starting to acclimate it to the outdoors here.  Next week is supposed to get cold, so the tree may stay overnight(s) in an unheated room, then back outside for the day.

Below is my new White pine after planting.  I have been keeping it indoors in the shower (with the bathroom window open) at night, and putting it outside in this sheltered area during the day.  Additionally, I put its pot in a 5-gallon pot and wrapped the smaller inner pot with plastic bags and old rags, insulating the roots.

And here it is in front of my 15-year old White pine, for a photo op!

When you get the chance, please plant a tree!

Spirograph -believe it or not, I am finding there is a great value in drawing with a Spirograph set.  Because it is based in math and on the number of teeth each wheel or template has, it removes the thought process of adding and subtracting while drawing or painting.

If I stipple with ink a flower, it is a constant process of adding dots to complete an image.  When using spiro, that adding thought is eliminated.  Even if originally done subconsciously, I do not have to count or add as I work when using spiro because the teeth are counted, the design defined.

I had said in my video on spiro that by using a math-oriented tool, I can focus less on creative, more on mathematical. True, but not because of my thinking. I am thinking less math, and allowing myself to be influenced by math.  Someone else has done the math for me, and my spiro designs will be better or worse (shakiness, skipping, etc.) depending on how I am letting the math of the tool influence me, not by my own thinking.

An anlaogy is to driving a car.  I can rebuild a carburetor on my old MGB and have it run the way I know it can, but now, with Spirograph, I am driving someone's else's Corvette.  The MGB (stippling) feels good, the stick shift is"mine", but the Vette seat is back a bit too far,  it's a red car so it is louder, unfamiliar, it is using someone else's expertise.

In such a simple tool as a Spirograph, there is the same thinking of building a Corvette: math, engineering, that I do not have to think about.

The value of the art piece is no longer my thinking, but my ability to "be one" with math, science, and engineering. The universe is based in math. So, instead of limiting me with a simple tool, it is allowing me to think about the universe and not about counting the dots. Balance, neutrality, both hope and despair, in the simple math of a Spirograph.

Today is January 20, 2017.  When addressing my political views, I realized I am not addressing grief.  Grief for America, grief over losing my parents, my son moving away, my dog getting old, just all aspects of grief.  Here are the stages of grief:

The 5 stages of Grief: Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression, Acceptance.

So, I am currently in denial.  And I realized I am displaying that by refusing to do abstract art pieces in yarn.  Painting, drawing, writing in calligraphy, are all easier than simply doing abstracts in yarn.  Why yarn? well, when I was very young, I had a scooter and a knitting doll.  My mother was an expert knitter - and every time I have a seizure, I am back to a point where knitting with a knitting doll is safest.  Now, add that I think Mr. Trump is going to cut back on vital housing and health programs, I have to again face that I could end up homeless.  The easiest art tool to take with me is a knitting doll and yarn.  It really sucks.  I am "better" than abstracts in yarn, I do already know that.  But perhaps I am stopping myself from excelling at abstracts in yarn.  So, here we go.....

I have wonderful Persian yarns, I have 72 or so knitters, I have thread, backing fabric, and my Singer Spartan sewing machine for yarn placement.  What could be simpler?  :)

It might be simple, but I don't think it's going to be easy.  I have a tendency to say "Oh, I'm fine", but I think this time, I need to address grief.

Update: That didn't last long!! I do believe it is grief, but also shock over this election. I don't think yarn is going to address this for me. I got the yarn out, started an abstract, and after sleeping a while, woke up and realized it just wasn't the way to address this. Pen and ink and drawing will be.

I am switching gears a little.  I have several ink drawings in the works and will be finishing them shortly. I have deleted my blog "Quilts For Veterans" out of respect for my father's wishes.  I have a few quilts ready to be finished, but to be honest, they were more art projects than in a Veterans-appropriate theme, so they will be art quilts.  They are all fairly small - about 45 inches x 60 inches.  I will be sewing blocks into layered blocks by machine, and then hand-quilting my logo on each block, along with other designs as I go.

The first is called "Hello"

Civilian Volunteer

A separate type of Service to our country is volunteering your time.  It is not like committing to being in the Armed Services, but it is very important.  I am very proud that my son volunteered when asked.  This past weekend, when asked by someone in Washington, for the trip when President Obama was visiting California, my son offered to help with any support The President's trip might need.  He ended up driving one of the vehicles in the motorcade for the weekend, and performing various similar tasks asked of him by the Secret Service.  He couldn't send me a photo until after the trip had ended, due to security restrictions, but when he did, I was both in shock and awe, that my son, a very down-to-earth (scientist) could have such an honor as to help the President.  No matter how we each vote, it is respect for the Office of President that ensures our Freedom and Democracy.  Thanks, kiddo, and wow- look what you did!!!!  (My son said The President was "incredibly kind".  Thank you Mr. President!, for the respect and dignity you showed my son.)

I have three videos uploaded that are about ink stippling.  The third is one I just finished today and talks about using a flesh-tone ink where yellow is not wanted.  All three videos can be seen at this Playlist

I am working on a small American Flag for the demonstration in the video.

I have moved the ants from AntsAlive.com (Colony 2) into a gel habitat for my own safety.  They had been extremely active in the dirt environment, and are very slow in the gel environment.  My first thought was that they aren't "happy", but then I realized that ants don't function on emotion.  They function on a survival instinct.

One thing these lose in a gel environment is foraging space.  After doing a little more research about how they would behave if I start them in my garden in the spring, I found that foraging activity is related to humidity.  The gel environment does supply the correct balance of moisture and nutrients, so the changing humidity levels of a natural environment are missing.  In fact, this explains why they are more active after I place the gel environment in the refrigerator- even though the cold slows them down, the higher humidity that forms triggers an instinct to forage, so when they do "wake up", they are starting to run around to forage.

This page at Wikipedia gives more information about their natural activities.

In addition, a photographer who specializes in insects, Alexander Wild, says that many providers of ants for ant farms use Pogonomyrmex californicus, a native to the west, but also an ant with a very painful sting. Knowing that, and expecting that these are the ants I have, has reaffirmed that by using gel habitats, I am cutting down on the risk of a sting.  But what about the ants?  I think in gel, they are safe, fed, and bored.  But again, boredom is closer to an emotion.  I will be watching to see what behaviors may appear in the habitats when they don't "have" to do anything.

These ants would seem to do well in a garden of well-planted Opuntia.  They won't have a queen to keep the colony going, but their normal activities of foraging for desert seeds should be satisfied in a cactus garden of blooming-size plants.  I had thought I would be leaving my apartment, but right now, it may be next fall before I find another place.  If that turns out to be true, come spring, when I have several more Opuntia humifusa plants to put outdoors, it may be beneficial to let the ants live in the cactus garden.  I am not sure they would survive in colder weather unless they stayed underground.  The Carpenter ants that I have seen in the foundation may kill them off, or even the Pavement ants might swarm them.  But their place in my garden (as opposed to the other two types being pests near the house) would be in a cactus garden.

So, with my sensitivity to bees forcing me to keep the Harvester ants in gel habitats, I will learn new behaviors that may arise from the abnormal conditions they are in. But knowing they are suited to my preferred plants for my garden, Opuntia humifusa, a Massachusetts native Prickley Pear, gives me the incentive to plan a desert garden with the ants as my groundskeepers.  They are formidable little guys, afarid of nothing it seems, and I would prefer to have them in my garden than some type of house ant.  And here's a question - if I placed them on my large containers of Opuntia humifusa, would they live in the sand, or roam around the house?  I will have to do that type of experiment with them when the containers are outside.  Turning a negative into a positive by learning more about the species.  Knowing they are actually meant for my current type of gardening puts them and their venom in perspective in my life.  They match it, and they are an insect that I need to be aware of as far as danger, just like the bees that used to cover my herb garden, or the spiders, or any other insect competing with my own environment.

A caution about Harvester Ants!  After setting up what I had thought would be a long term art / science project, and while doing research on Red Harvester Ants, I have learned they are related closely to wasps and bees.  Being allergic to bees, I will now have to proceed differently, perhaps not working with ants at all.

I wish all of the ant farm packaging and pages had mentioned this relationship between Harvester Ants and bees.  I was swarmed by yellow-jackets when I was 5, having over 500 stings at once.  Bee stings are life-threatening to me, and now I have to suddenly view Harvester Ants in the same way.  Ughhh!  I am surprised the close relationship is not required on ant farm packaging that is mainly marketed to children.  Packages ARE marked that ants can sting, but the relationship to wasps and bees puts them in a different category.

The article I learned this from is at Desert USA .  I will be doing some other specific art project in the future.  For the ants I currently have, I believe I will be putting them in the Uncle Milton's Light-up Gel Colony habitats I have.  They do not need to be fed or watered in a gel environment, and there is much less chance of being bitten or stung.  When I was a kid, I used to collect regular old black ants, but Red Harvester ants are the ones provided with ants farms.  I can, of course, use photographs for reference on ants and work that way.  That would be different from my usual preference of working from life, but if I decide to proceed with studying ants, it is safer.

I made a short video of viewing the Red Harvester Ants in a natural soil environment.  While doing that, I also was deciding whether graphite or color is best to depict them. My video caption is:

"Although the gel ant farms and sand ant farms are excellent for viewing the red ants against a green or green-outlined environment, viewing them in a natural brown environment, soil, allows their natural hues to be more pronounced.  There is a subtlety to their color.  They are lighter in hue than the soil, so drawing in graphite, which is what I am doing, will capture the lightness of them against a darker soil.  I will add color if I am viewing them as red against a green environment"

I may also draw one ant design daily, instead of depicting the ant anatomy scientifically.  This would be similar to some ACEOs I have done, and also similar to the many pears I have drawn and painted over the years.  I want to draw daily, but do not always want to take the time for a truly scientific drawing.  Like Vincent van Gogh and his sunflowers, I am sure each ant design will be slightly different, even if the exact same design is used.  It is sometimes comforting to just draw and not try to place impressions of mind on the paper.  I will be using my young harvester ant design as shown in a previous post.

My videos about the ant farms can be found at my YouTube Playlist